Every single time i think about wat happened, the times when i almost lost you, the times when i tell you i love you, but you took it for granted. You threw everything i build up for so long..down the drain.. People asked me, why are you still with him?
Im hurt.. very bad. and it didnt help.. when theres little things that comes up. you know wat it is, i expressed it, but somehow they all still bottle up inside. and still is..
Yes we said not to be reminded of the past.. but wat am i to do? when i want to express it whenever i think about it? i basicly think about it all the time, and it get worst when i see you. I cant help it. i cant live without you being around. i gotta live through..i dont know when.
And you will know when its killing me inside.. look inside my eyes and feel the pain that keep getting stronger. Feel my heart breaking, Feel me shivering. See me get teary out of no where.
And you one day will know, when i stop loving you.
Baby, please becareful of wat you do, think before you do it, think how its gonna affect us, believe in us, beleive in me. Know your mistakes. Think first.
Things is changing.. i know that theres more shits about you that is needed to be said. But when it comes. hopefully that i will still have the strength to take it.
Labels: Heart Broken
