ITS THE TIME OF THE MONTH!!! for me.. why dos he have to be !! URGH! i hate it everytime i get told wat to do.. and he knows that!!! why does he has to always tell me wat to do!.. espcially infront of everyone! its embarressing.. if i do it to him .. he will get pissed at me.. then i have to apologize.. why doesnt he get it that i feel the same too?! he does this to me so many times.. he doesnt even realised that he does it ! urgh.. i know that its only poker.. but wat? so he get to just say wat i want to do? im inside .. writign this right now.. i dont feel like going back outside.. cos if i get any more pissed off.. cos im not usually like this. ONLY when its the time of the month. he just doesnt put it in mind! ==' *WOOOOHHHH SAAAAAHHHH~ easy easyyy breathinggg.. ~ i love him . so much.. just .. he just doesnt put the important stuff in mind..
ALSO!.. i never used to be so jealous.. but after what happened.. i just get sooo jealous.. if he is reading this.. gosh.. he would be so dumb if he doesnt know wat im talking about..
im so .. glad that jesolyn is here to calm me down. atleast theres someone i can talk about ... *sigh*
