As i take out the garbage one night, for the first time in my life, i saw something incredible, it was so beautiful, even though it was only for like 1 second, even tho it wasnt so clear, but in my eyes, i believe that i saw it.. the first ever shooting start.
i would wish on something , for myself.. but in my heart.. i really really wanna give this wish to yu. becos i know yul be needing it, without me around. i just wanna make sure of it.
First ever, something so beautiful happen appears in front of my eyes, i wish i can capture that moment, and give it to yu hand to hand, but i can only do it in memories, imagining yur life without me in it.. i just have to face the fact that yur gone.
i cant wish for yu to come back to me, i cant wish for yu to forgive me, i just cant.. i must not be selfish...
i wish for you to be happy, never get hurt by anyone else, positive thinking is the key. never doubt yurself, knowing that i will always be there for yu
Dianna xox

